my life is like a path.

dear diary,
today is such a lifeless day..to conclude everything i did nothing..oh well all i did is helbreathing the whole day..boasting how good am in the game as usuall..this is where my faith decreases..i somehow have the urge to curse and splat at someone which is not really good from gods eye..not very good at all..hmm well i woke up at around 11:49 am today..yes your right i skipped class again..it always happend to me on friday..i somehow did prayed for it but it kept on repeating..its like on every thursday night ill have insomnia..dont know what to do will keep on praying..im worried now..got plenty of works to do but where am i ? playing game..yes i even skipped gym for 2 days..but i think im getting slimmer..attended friday fellowship today..the topic was kind of interesting..we spoke about unity...im not gonna explain in detail about that..cos my brain's not working now..im looking at the time 1:30 am..time for me to sleep..but gosh i just snack alot during refreshment time in CF but oh well its worth it...hit vincent's place after CF, yes time to talk nonsense..but thank god no cider for today else my tummy is gonna burst! somehow i just felt my life is like a path..where all the patrons are walking on..due to some reason..my life is perfectly planned by our saviour jesus.. yes i love him..but still im sinning..i wonder when can i be perfect like him..well will keep him in mind.. i guess thats pretty much of it for today...oh and how i wish my dragon can just fly off from my hand :D