im dead.
dear diary,
today is one deary day that promises nothing but assignment.. i really had enough of this java bullshit unrelated to my knowledge kinda thing where you need to crack your freakin head and solve one tiny winy problem..it just makes me feel grumpy when i turn on my com and start thinking about the algorithm i need to prepare, thus to code everything down without making any mistakes using my tiny brain..lets put the whinning aside, today is just a day while u walk around eldon square and marvel at how nice everything is going and how wonderful you feel of gods creation after sitting infront of the freakin com for decades! gosh assignments is really haunting my toughts now..imagine how many things you need to complete with unreasonable time given..i have a huge headache that's already dampening my spirits heavily. what does one do when he has too many things in mind? a break is all i can say..im suppose to hit the assignment but i figure ill have enough time for that on the weekends.. thats the kinda guy a i am when assignments are due..completely procrastinating, over-confident, last minute. i can already declare that it'll be a miracle if i pass.
dad woke me up with a call today, by the time i said hello i already knew what he'd said "what are you doing ? u got enough money or not ? yesterday you became ghost again ? if ya want some cash just sms me" i wonder why his thinkin about money all the time..yea la if u got no money how to survive.. i should be thankful but not in the mood to do so now.. and the "pursuing your master" thing is still in his mind.. i tell you if i spend another year here ill rot of singleness and boredom.. well not so say that i dont have friends, BUT gosh maybe i should do gods will..okie im spiritually touch now.. if its NOT because of the bible instructing you to OBEY your parents.. i shalt not even bother to study here..maybe im not a fully built christian YET as in spiritually, yeah i get tempted quite often and if i hit back malaysia the devil will definately rule over me..theres too much jargon in my head now...need to hit sound of control for exchange and pixs.. thats all the whinning, bye diary.
today is one deary day that promises nothing but assignment.. i really had enough of this java bullshit unrelated to my knowledge kinda thing where you need to crack your freakin head and solve one tiny winy problem..it just makes me feel grumpy when i turn on my com and start thinking about the algorithm i need to prepare, thus to code everything down without making any mistakes using my tiny brain..lets put the whinning aside, today is just a day while u walk around eldon square and marvel at how nice everything is going and how wonderful you feel of gods creation after sitting infront of the freakin com for decades! gosh assignments is really haunting my toughts now..imagine how many things you need to complete with unreasonable time given..i have a huge headache that's already dampening my spirits heavily. what does one do when he has too many things in mind? a break is all i can say..im suppose to hit the assignment but i figure ill have enough time for that on the weekends.. thats the kinda guy a i am when assignments are due..completely procrastinating, over-confident, last minute. i can already declare that it'll be a miracle if i pass.
dad woke me up with a call today, by the time i said hello i already knew what he'd said "what are you doing ? u got enough money or not ? yesterday you became ghost again ? if ya want some cash just sms me" i wonder why his thinkin about money all the time..yea la if u got no money how to survive.. i should be thankful but not in the mood to do so now.. and the "pursuing your master" thing is still in his mind.. i tell you if i spend another year here ill rot of singleness and boredom.. well not so say that i dont have friends, BUT gosh maybe i should do gods will..okie im spiritually touch now.. if its NOT because of the bible instructing you to OBEY your parents.. i shalt not even bother to study here..maybe im not a fully built christian YET as in spiritually, yeah i get tempted quite often and if i hit back malaysia the devil will definately rule over me..theres too much jargon in my head now...need to hit sound of control for exchange and pixs.. thats all the whinning, bye diary.
posted by Gaara at 12:00 PM
1 Comments:
hey, be obedient la.. stay another year if u think god is telling you to stay on another year so that he can help to build a strong foundation in you before you go home n be exposed to more temptations. you won't die of boredom and singleness la! u are only..wat..21? not even of marriageable age yet :p, dun think so much about getting a life partner la, it's still abit early :P! anyways chrissy, it's great seeing you coming fer cell n cf so regularly, y'know, u're one of those ppl everyone knows will-be-there.. which is GREAT! anyways i dunno if i told you bfore, but reading your old diary n knowing you as you are now, i really feel so encouraged by god's transforming power in ppl's lives. i think you have a powerful testimony there to share with ppl. so anyways, all the best in leading worship at cell group today! u can do it!
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