FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKKKKKKKKKKK
IM SO FUCKED NOW THAT I JUST FUCKING RECEIVE NEWS FROM VINCI THAT I FUCKING FAILED MY FUCKING FINAL YEAR PROJECT.. MY GRADE FOR PREVIOUS SEMESTER IS ABOVE AVARAGE AND NOW WHEN LINDA SPENCER AND HAYDEN AS MY SUPERVISOR AND SECOND MARKER HAD RUIN MY FUCKING DEGREE.. FUCK MAN I REALLY HATE THIS FEELING.. GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY FUCK!! FUCK YOU. I KNOW YOU WANT ME TO A MISSIONARY BUT WHY CANT YOU LET ME COMPLETE MY MASTER FIRST?????? WHY CANT U LET ME SETTLE MYSELF DOWN FIRST.. WHY BREAK MY HEART NOWWWWWWWWW GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!! I KNOW ITS JUST A DEGREE IM COOL WITH IT BUT HOW THE FUCK AM I GONNA TELL MY FUCKED UP FATHER THAT RAISED ME UP LIKE A FUCKING LOONEY? TELL ME HOW THE FUCK AM I GONNA TELL MY FUCKING MOM THAT FUCKS A MALAY HUSBAND ? FUCK MAN!!!! AND FUCK THE DEVIL TOO.. FUCK!! I JUST SMSED MY DAD I TOLD HIM THAT IF I COULDNT FUCKING APPEAL FOR AT LEAST A DEGREE, IM GONNA BE A MISSIONARY OR PASTOR OR SOMETHING U HAPPY NOW? I KNOW YOUR NOT FUCK!
LORD I JUST WISH THAT A CAR RUNS THROUGH ME NOW..IM SERIOUS EVEN THO MY FATHER CARED NEVER OR LESS FUCK LA U THINK I WONT FEEL GUILTY? HAHA GUESS WHAT MY FATHER SAY ? APPEAL FOR REPEAT OR RESIT.. RESIT FUCK MEH I RATHER DO DIFFERENT COURSE LO....BUT FUCK MAN FULL OF FUCK LA THIS WORLD...DONT KNOW WHAT AM I TYPING NOW.. FATHER CALLED BUT I SWITCHED OFF THE PHONEEEE HEEE.. AH ILL STAY IN MY ROOM WHOLE DAY LONG TODAY..GO OUT SHOW HAVE TO TELL MY FRIENDS THE BAD NEWS LAGI PIST OFF FUCK THIS WORLD LA FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY HEART REALLY REALLY CUTS ALOT GOD!! HOPE U HEAL ME SOON..
LORD I JUST WISH THAT A CAR RUNS THROUGH ME NOW..IM SERIOUS EVEN THO MY FATHER CARED NEVER OR LESS FUCK LA U THINK I WONT FEEL GUILTY? HAHA GUESS WHAT MY FATHER SAY ? APPEAL FOR REPEAT OR RESIT.. RESIT FUCK MEH I RATHER DO DIFFERENT COURSE LO....BUT FUCK MAN FULL OF FUCK LA THIS WORLD...DONT KNOW WHAT AM I TYPING NOW.. FATHER CALLED BUT I SWITCHED OFF THE PHONEEEE HEEE.. AH ILL STAY IN MY ROOM WHOLE DAY LONG TODAY..GO OUT SHOW HAVE TO TELL MY FRIENDS THE BAD NEWS LAGI PIST OFF FUCK THIS WORLD LA FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY HEART REALLY REALLY CUTS ALOT GOD!! HOPE U HEAL ME SOON..
posted by Gaara at 10:44 PM
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Hi, no, I don't know u, but m CY's friend n tot of just browsing thru her friends. Came across your swearing entry. Well, I suppose I can't tell you it's ok coz it's not. And that I know how I'd feel if that happened to me. Y not do what ur dad says n appeal for a resit? Or somehow u'll get ur degree. I'll pray for u. I remember the time I shouted so many 'Fucks' too. Not as major as urs. Something came to my mind but I m not sure if it's right. Y not challenge God on this one. Pray like u've not prayed before. I'll pray for u too. Nway take care
chrissy ... seek Him for comfort. I know it's not easy, it happened to me too. Instead of swearing (hope you're done with that, quite difficult to read this entry wei..), seek Him and ask Him to reveal His prupose in your life. Everything happens for a reason. E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G
Romans 8:28 (my ex's fave verse.. haih)
... in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.
remember the text i sent you... we're all here, supporting you all the way =)
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dear chris, i can't bear to read your post a second time even tho i want to. and it's not because of your language, but because i can SO feel the pain thru your words. even tho i'm not you, but just by reading what u wrote, i feel that knife piercing my heart too. many people (including me) will eventually tell you that god has a bigger purpose than you understand and he's totally in control and all things work out for the good of those who love him and he feels your every hurt and collects your every tear in his bottle, but i know u know all that and more than that. am very encouraged by your song. right now, it's between you and Him.. between you and Him to walk this journey thru to a triumphant end. u can be sure that he won't let the world fall in on you and not be there to hold it up for you. and thru it all chrissy, we'll be around to support you and to cheer you on, because just like the t-shirt says, WE LOVE YOU, CHRIS (REAllY)
ahh chrissy, may you continue to walk soo close to Him. Am truly encouraged by your faith.
btw, my new blog add --> www.cheryllowsuelyn.blogspot.com
miss ya mister =)
heyy.. im fine now really. when i woke up i gave The Lord a smile..then i live life as normal.. did u guys fast while u guys prayed for me? coz it heals fast..hehe joking..really am fine..btw god is the kind that completes something right? he dont leave things half way. Therefore i wont let my 'degree' fly just like that..thank u for the prayers..hey dont tell CF members k? or u gals already did.. dont them to worry..
shuet ching : sorry bout the swearing entry esp to girls, btw are u one? and thanx u for your prayers.. btw do u own a blog? its okie if its private :) ty again..
cheryllowsuelyn : it takes me some time to type ur name..thanx for the prayer..ur a great girl..strong too but no muscular..btw u HAVE to takecare of urself..and TRY to sleep like a normal being. dont be naughty..
cy : you write me comments as if im jumping down from titanic..but girl you great..thanx to you too..
i bet your the one who fast..jk
yeah remember the verse yesterday?
maybe luke focuses on demon-possesed man but the whole fact is jesus heals right..thats what some of the leaders told me.. try to look bigger dont just focus on one issue thats how ppl get out of doctrine cannot let go of one problem..thanxs again..
Haha... very happy that God heals you fast. He is pretty efficient. Well, yeah I am a girl but well.. swearing doesn't have the effect on me. Yeah I do have a blog. :) You can access it but I've to say it's not the most God-honouring blog. Well.. I didn't fast-hahaha... Glad that u r feeling better now. :) take care!
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