thinking of u brian..

i was recaping back.. on the night of the incident.. i feels really fresh.. ppl calling me at 3 am.."WAKE UP BRIAN JUST GOT ACCIDENT!!" i tought i was still dreaming dude.. and i went back to sleep... untill i heard horns right outside of the house..woke the whole house up.. with my running.. my freakin hell this is no joke man.. when i was in the car i almost pee in my pants.. i was really really shocked...brian why so soon ? go up there tolong Jesus seperate letter issit.. i miss u man...i belom lagi get married.. haih how to show u my future wife ? like u used to say.. .taipaa laaaaa... hehe different already now brian..i did told u right last time.. ive got Jesus now.. if can u pray for me lor.. hehe be more fruitful.. i blardee lonely weii..christian girls are totaly different..expectation ebit high man.. u tell me how i manage? hahaha... nvm i got God..

life is different now ler.. all grown up edi no more irc..im soon getting my master..i belom tau la how i gonna start my life.. not really clear picture now.. i cannot become like last time know.. firestarter hehe.. i really really miss you man.. why dont u shake Jesus's hand and ask him send u down for a while.. we go yamcha..? apa macam ? on me man.. i pakai pound streling... pray for me ya.. i really miss you briannn damn why u have to leave so soon...