just saying things out.

CF's program is abit unique today. unplanned, Indecisive and it was really funny. Eugene, I and God did the ministering today, and from my impression it was not good im not satisfied!! well eugene was incharge of worship and i did the prayer session, think he did great but my prayer session was awful i think? dont get me wrong this is not being humble ok its just taadaaa ~ failing to plan is planning to fail (proverbs) the whole night i had the impression of everyone was doing fine except for me.. and then the thought of your-not-a-good-minister came up together with you-can-not-be-a-preacher came crashing on me. But somehow, deep down inside me, there is something lifting me up..i know Who it was and while i was walking out of hall, i had a pat on my shoulder with the most encouraging words i need to hear "chris, well done, we really need that sharing" then i said to God, "i really need that" and i gave the biggest smile God ever seen. What an amazing God we serve ;)