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dear diary,
uhm..i slept quite long today..for like 10 hours and my brain can barely process anything..im stoned lol..ask why ? because i skipped class again today yay..aww come on its just one class and its 9 am who would attend tell me..even the people starts working at 9:30 heh! okie not much for today..guess woot? i just bought a new sweater for GBP30 considering it levis it is worth it muaks..u know the lord is with me all these time.. when im hungry people invite me for dinner.. and when i forget to bring change for the locker in gym, there was 20 pence on the floor im like weeeee..and when im cold, the lord gave the best and yet cheap sweater to wear.. feels like im so worthy now heh..uhh derrick called he got his holiday working visa and my room wont be empty anymore cos his staying with me.. which means no more privacy..advantages and disadvantages..*looks at my skate* suddenly i feel like skating.. free my mind.. get rid of all the worries.. the last time i went for skating here was with john.. but now his just missing in action, well thats how people is when they have gf around..yea i wonder why didnt dad called me back..his always asking whether i have enough money to spend.. i told him "dad dont worry your sun is filthy rich here, his got god with him and everything else here including money does not worries me" his like whatever.. yea and his sending my bro over..but my bro insist i was glad.. well of course its hard to stay togather with me bro cos his dirty and nosy.. well i think ineed to stop smoking.. these is what i need to pray for.. but stop smoking makes u fat!!! i dont wanna be fat!! lol joking...my worries are all over now.. i'll just follow the lord's plan to serve and do his will and pray for anything i want!! couldnt be bothered its my life...not to say my worries are completely over...suddenly studies came in mind.. then the gf thingy.. wah stay away from me satan *shows devil the red card*.. smelly!.. i wonder when are you gonna repent! hou sam lei la repent to god la not sien meh do all this silly things..opss was refering to satan.. i talk to him sometimes.. his 24/7 nosy like 7-11 grrr...
did web cam with ching just awhile agoo..hmm yeah she grew up..as in more mature. ohh gosh i can barely think!!! that is what u get when u sleep too long..ahh i wonder where am i going during christmas.. there is this christmas retreat thingy and MCC thingy..i dont know which is best hmm.. maybe i should follow the crowd? or shall i sit home and celebrate with vinci and frens? OR sit at home do coding...dicision is really hard sometimes heh!..guess what i prayed for yesterday? haha i prayed for me tattoo yea.. i ask lord to take this tattoo off my fat hand! and yet when i woke up its still there -_-; wah i really feel like dying.. i was writing my final year report and now im typing this entry i just couldnt be bothered about studies anymore its just too much work to doo.. i wanna go back msia and spend money for the rest of my life.. how good if theres some circumstances where a christian can spend their life without working while helping others instead.. ahhh its like no burden at all.. i like it that way..alright i dont know where am i typing to but who cares hfhfhfhf...doh whatever ill write again when my brain can really think takecare now diary
uhm..i slept quite long today..for like 10 hours and my brain can barely process anything..im stoned lol..ask why ? because i skipped class again today yay..aww come on its just one class and its 9 am who would attend tell me..even the people starts working at 9:30 heh! okie not much for today..guess woot? i just bought a new sweater for GBP30 considering it levis it is worth it muaks..u know the lord is with me all these time.. when im hungry people invite me for dinner.. and when i forget to bring change for the locker in gym, there was 20 pence on the floor im like weeeee..and when im cold, the lord gave the best and yet cheap sweater to wear.. feels like im so worthy now heh..uhh derrick called he got his holiday working visa and my room wont be empty anymore cos his staying with me.. which means no more privacy..advantages and disadvantages..*looks at my skate* suddenly i feel like skating.. free my mind.. get rid of all the worries.. the last time i went for skating here was with john.. but now his just missing in action, well thats how people is when they have gf around..yea i wonder why didnt dad called me back..his always asking whether i have enough money to spend.. i told him "dad dont worry your sun is filthy rich here, his got god with him and everything else here including money does not worries me" his like whatever.. yea and his sending my bro over..but my bro insist i was glad.. well of course its hard to stay togather with me bro cos his dirty and nosy.. well i think ineed to stop smoking.. these is what i need to pray for.. but stop smoking makes u fat!!! i dont wanna be fat!! lol joking...my worries are all over now.. i'll just follow the lord's plan to serve and do his will and pray for anything i want!! couldnt be bothered its my life...not to say my worries are completely over...suddenly studies came in mind.. then the gf thingy.. wah stay away from me satan *shows devil the red card*.. smelly!.. i wonder when are you gonna repent! hou sam lei la repent to god la not sien meh do all this silly things..opss was refering to satan.. i talk to him sometimes.. his 24/7 nosy like 7-11 grrr...
did web cam with ching just awhile agoo..hmm yeah she grew up..as in more mature. ohh gosh i can barely think!!! that is what u get when u sleep too long..ahh i wonder where am i going during christmas.. there is this christmas retreat thingy and MCC thingy..i dont know which is best hmm.. maybe i should follow the crowd? or shall i sit home and celebrate with vinci and frens? OR sit at home do coding...dicision is really hard sometimes heh!..guess what i prayed for yesterday? haha i prayed for me tattoo yea.. i ask lord to take this tattoo off my fat hand! and yet when i woke up its still there -_-; wah i really feel like dying.. i was writing my final year report and now im typing this entry i just couldnt be bothered about studies anymore its just too much work to doo.. i wanna go back msia and spend money for the rest of my life.. how good if theres some circumstances where a christian can spend their life without working while helping others instead.. ahhh its like no burden at all.. i like it that way..alright i dont know where am i typing to but who cares hfhfhfhf...doh whatever ill write again when my brain can really think takecare now diary
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