i can't.. i just can't

jajaja .. today welcome campaign was great.. satisfied..God's name magnified.. and i really can sense that all the newcomers really really appreciate the things we did.. uh well as a 'vessel' God use us as.. it was really good.. well i dint join in groups becauseee was incharge of the PA.. thats not the main reason thoo... haha the main reason was let me start it on how Lou asked me.. he said " ehh chris how come i dont see you sitting in groups talking to people ah.. ? " me "because i dont wanna end up getting girls number" my bad.. haha no self control.. why ? it happened last year!! but lost the contacts... but hmm on wednesday maybe i will...the Lord will guide me.. hey if we wanna walk on water we need to step out of the boat ngek ngek.. no more lose focus.. rally point of Jesus.. thats all, ja ne- !@