sien.

everytime when i watch love movie, damn it i always got effect by it... why God created me so sappy? everytime when i watch i felt everything is useless after that..just like now..i feel really stress man.. everything inside me like wanna burst out ... then i came to the point of self-pity.. im no good for anything, will never get 'the one' because i am so incapable of everything..the question of look at that person, that girl because she felt secure with him... a doctor.. or a lawyer.. bright future.. next time can have 10 kids..

this is where i come to myself, void.. total darkness.. no one will like u because.. you came from the street.. you have tattoo on your right arm...i bet when someone walk side by side with me they'll be a shame...next time even if you have a gf, you will never afford her..or when u guys get married.. you parents care neither more or less...or if you decide to bring yer girl back to your house..or to visit a house, i'd say "sorry i have no where to go.."in the first place i aint got no home.. everytime have to stay hotel issit ?

i guess, this world is full of disappoinntment.. therefore i ask God, what on earth am i doing here? i damn sien leh..loook at me im so sinful.. i cant even quit this and that habit.. how on earth am i gonna make a difference in this damn world?..then the wise One said.. have u forgot i have overcometh the world? do you think because of your sins, it can ruin My plans? isn't my Grace higher than your sins? behold my sacrifice saved the world how much more can i save you ? ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh gerammmmmmmmmmmmm nya aku..haih sigh grrr..i know im gonna be ok later coz He knows me well..k thx bye