core dump.

why did you bring me back ? why cant you just let me go.. just let me drown in the deep sea will ya.. hell no i dont need your miracles.. noo i dont wanna see any of it anymore.. i'm really tired of being your children.. YES i am self-centered now so what? can you do me a favour, just cut my string will ya.. and let me goo.. i need some freakin space.. i need to breath.. yes i dont know whats wrong with me...why do you have to show me all those abysmal testimonies when im all down.. can't ya just let me goo...i don't belong to you.. even the world thinks the same..just let go..

and everytime i try hard to cut the string.. you bring me back into your palm.. whats the point O faithfull one? another question.. i've been waiting sick for this how long more O faithful one.. sometimes this crap just brings me down to looo.. yes it really cut the mood out of me...and that is why therefore i am cutting the string with you.. sick of learning thats all.. ja ne-