merdeka

im as usuall as a drunk retard writing a brief description but hmm it will be short tho.. okie lets see let me sing a song.. 31 bulan 8 57 hari mulia aiitu mederka.. i finally completed every single assignments and my final year year report and since today im really free after drinkin so much mixed acohol.. actually its already been a past few days ive been drinkin but heck im still celebrating lol.. okie seriously i really hit my new year revolution which is to be a christ-like person as in to be more like jesus and i really really have to cut down on my drinkin and my smokin..well i really had to thanx somemore which is "luke" to remind me of my crush.. but hey i really dismiss that crap but hmm it seems that im already over it due to my assignments..

before i wrote this entry i was talkin to pat.. it seems that she really really has a big problem and her issues are really to be considered to be included in prayers.. not to mention abt relationship but other things really makes things as complicated it as it can bee.. so i really hope that god really bless her in every decision she had made..lol to be honest diary i can barely type..i just want everything to be okies...enough my new year revolution is to be someone i really want to be.. like becoming a christ-like person i hope i can reach that stage tho.. heheh okie really i need to hit the bed.. i shalt write again tmr since i havent got online for quite some time toodles.. no lies this time!! >.<