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short note : One of the wonderful things about God is His willingness to be represented by man. It seems impossible for a mere human to represent him in any way at all. But the Spirit bears witness that we are the children of God -- and His children bear His image."

Nothing Wrong With God, His Word And You

Hebrews 10:14
14For by one offering He has perfected forever those who are being sanctified.

Sometimes, when we are not receiving our healing, breakthrough, restoration or miracle child, we can’t help but think that something is wrong with us. We tell ourselves, “Nothing wrong with God, nothing wrong with the Word, so something must be wrong with me!” My friend, if you think that your miracle depends on you, then you are on rocky ground.

In the old covenant, we see this “it’s all up to me” demand put on man. God’s part was to bless His people, but only if they played their part by obeying all of His laws. If they didn’t do their part, not only would they not be blessed, the curse would come on them.

Most of the time, they ended up under the curse because they just could not keep all of God’s laws. So God found fault with that covenant because though He wanted to bless man, man’s sins made it difficult for Him to do so. Man himself was the weak link.

In the new covenant, man has no part to play except to believe and receive. The new covenant of grace was cut between God the Father and God the Son — both infallible and more than able to keep the covenant.

God the Son is man’s representative. Jesus is representing you and I. So in this covenant, how much we can receive from God depends on how good our representative is, how perfect His obedience is. Of course, Jesus is the perfect Man with perfect obedience. So in Him, we are qualified to receive all the blessings of God! We only need to believe and receive.

Jesus’ blood has been shed for the remission of all your sins. You are now the righteousness of God in Christ. (2 Corinthians 5:21) By His one perfect sacrifice for all your sins, He has perfected you forever.

Today, the devil has no right to tell you that you cannot be blessed because there is something wrong with you. So as you are waiting for your miracle, you can say, “Nothing wrong with God, nothing wrong with the Word and nothing wrong with me!”

CF tonite

hehe tonite i did not pay attention at all..im behaving crazyily too but its much fun..but it seems God is trying to make me laugh, make me smile.. using ppl in CF to you know lift up my laughter..this has been overflow..it is great to see dayo is changing i love to see ppl change it magnifies God's glory..but i felt a lil bit disappointed when ppl leave all the chairs lying around..its not about the chairs but the heart of men..now i felt how Ps benny hinn felt when he talked about preachers talks alot about money, how to make yourself look good and principles to success..well these things are important but its still secondary..

that includes me also..quote from God, "my son, when God created the heavens and earth, it cost Him nothing. infact He did it with Joy. But when it comes to saving you, It cost Him everything" and when everytime i was reminded my heart burns..and one more thing, God said "When you have the burden to win souls, other things is just useless to you" in other words, when you are christ-like other things are not important already..i ever felt that feeling..

last time i remembered telling fiona that i had this body transportation and i woke up in the middle of the night and was afraid. therefore i went on msn and saw fiona and talked to her about it.. she told me to outkast everything that is not from God and indeed i felt the peace of God but right after that, i got this dream me preaching at monument first, then to the whole nation and now, the burden is back.. when i start looking at lost souls my heart wept.. what is this Lord? im my heart it echos "quick! tell them about Jesus" same thing what reinhard bonnke had..

he said " i dont wanna be a dollar millionaire but a soul millionaire hallelujah.. and just now when i pray infront of the altar, i looked at everyone, and lay my hands upon the crowd and prayed..for a person like me, since im that shy kind err i dont know why i did that but greater is He who lives in us than He who lives in the world.. there is already a prophecy inside me, giving me the feeling that God is doing something big in me after my studies.. i just pray for obidience..Send Me Lord Send Me i will GO!!

a big -___________-"

friend actually called me just to write a testimony for herrrrrrrrr -_-" but it was really nice talking from someone farrr... i miss miri lah.

*phone rings* [private call]
me: eh ? muahah dad send me money liao must be. heloooooooo ?
fren: alo chrisssss... hehe.. 3 am belom tido lagi ke.. ?
me: ko siapeeee? why suddenly speak in malay..i bukan muslim la
fren: aiyah you idiot...now u know?
me: ohhhh..oiiiiiii!!! *excited* apa u mau.. 3 am call ppl u should be more civilize ok? haha
fren: aiyaa boring leh.. miss you..chit chat laa... you become high priest already ar? *laughs*
me: havent yet.. now im writing my epistle. hahah
fren: sure or notttt untill 3 am arr
me: no lah i doing assignment consider epistle la tu jaja.
fren: eh can do me a favour ? but have to promise me first.
me: wah if you ask me to marry you i ma very cham ? haha
fren: no la can u help me write testimonial?
me: -__________________-"
fren: hahahahah thats not the main purpose laa.
me: cilaka i doing assignment u call me all da way just to ask me write testimony.
fren: write properly arr.. pleaseeee
me: zzzzzzzzz ok... need to get back to my work.. time for you to pray hahah
fren: ok good luck on your epistle. haha
me: siao *click*

boyy i miss my friends back homeee... *hugss*

some sharing.

all of you sweet child of God may i start with a verse which will bless you. Rom 10:15 And how shall they preach, except they be sent? as it is written, How beautiful are the feet of them that preach the gospel of peace, and bring glad tidings of good things! what a beautiful verse.. i wanna share with you, what God has been speaking to me and He said to me go tell the comittee what i have share with you.. before i start i will lay my hands upon you and ye shall be blessed right after reading this sharing.. like what ps desmond shared Spirit-filled ohh hallelujah ive been thinking of it all night long.. and God remind me, in Spirit and in Truth my son in Spirit and in Truth.. just these words it brings great GLORY of God..

2006 has been a life changing year for me, and God has put this desire in my heart. i bet God place it in all of your heart. what then ? ----> proclaiming the gospel to everyone/lost.. i dunno to you, but for me its a revealation. winning lost souls for Jesus is His will.. what then is the will of God ? it is not God's will that any should perish my friends..how important lost souls is my friends? i would say it cost God everything.. you know when he created the heavens and the earth or the rivers, it cost him nothing.. when he created the tree of Life and etc.. it cost him nothing, but my friends, when it comes to saving me, cal , ps desmond, leo lee, carina, chia ying, eugenes, quence, mickey , kC and all those i missed out but God did not, IT COST HIM EVERYTHING my friends... it cost Him his best to you.. His only and begotten Son. Hallelujah...

Therefore do not focus on anything that makes you feel better or look good..it is not important, the world is going to hell and all people care is their own need.. John the baptist dint look good when he preached the gospel, Elijah did not even look good and Jesus the SON OF GOD did not look good!! infact when He got hung on the cross, he is covered with spitted, covered with torn fles, dragged on the floor and covered with stripes..ohh and guess what for my friend ? to be healed..this i encourage you my friend, Seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness. PUT HIS INTEREST AHEAD OF YOURS!! PUT EVERY BEST OF YOU FOR HIM!! dont give him the last penny, give him the first fruit!! and thou shall be bless..hey we're talking about God almighty here SHALL be added unto you.. Deut 8:18 But thou shalt remember the LORD thy God: for it is he that giveth thee power to get wealth.


you know why is it important for you to tell these people the good news? because there is one thing Jesus can not do, one thing the angels of heaven cannot do too but you can do my friend, Jesus cannot say "once i was lost and now i am found, once i was dead and now alive..once i was a sinner and now i am made righteous in God's eye" Hallelujah.. He cannot say that, angels cannot say that because the blood is not shed for both Jesus and the angels. He cannot do this for himself because He knew no sin nor angels knew the love of God because salvation belongs to humanity only..the angels wished they'ed preach the gospel but God say No, because the blood was not shed for them...

It was shed for you my friends, and He does this all because He loves you..without the blood, there is NO grace and NO love. Therefore i urge you all to preach the gospel to all the nations (does not mean cross country.. u can start the nation of your work place.. the nations of your school.. in your house!! there are nations too!!) ohh as i share this message i can feel the devil's trembling..Hallelujah. you all, Jesus love you..