booo yah!

sweet at last, a chance to spend time on my b-log..okie let me start everything from day 1 uhm bleah NOT!! i simply love malaysia because of the food they have.. i mean for the past few days its all about stuffing food in my mouth and chit chat with friends "yamcha" heh its been a long time since that word is used..day 1 had a tiring day serious, but nothing can stop me from eating the food i had in mind..my luggage was delayed but it was successfully delivered the next morning to my room..day 2, went to st xavier church with eric and his cousies all i can say its NOT bad but not from what i expected..we registered for the fear factor challenge which will be held next saturday and boy i cant wait.. after that ugh its just all yamchaness went like 5 mamak stalls and my butt is straight flat.. day 2 can be really quite tempting hehe almost fall for mr devil's trap he just never stop do he, low life wimp :P.. hehe i know ur gonna get me ;) btw uhh crap day 3 yeah went to church nearby my place, its called baptist church i fink but i like it cos it has aircon and uhm its in time square..apart from that, people there are really really friendly so yea it was better compared to the 1st church i go..also went for lotsa dinner and movies and yeah i had fun but the wheather bring the mood down a lil but im still at my level of patience and boy im glad that my anti-body is strong, tot i was gonna fall sick when i land thanx god.. ohh crap day 3 is suppose to switch with day 2 brain's tired woke up at 6 everyday hehe too excited for the new coming days i guess.. day 4 went shopping couldnt remember how many mall we hit but the moment we hit the room we were drop dead all coma..then around 9 ish went out with fi and yuan for erk heavy supper and boy i really can eat...so do they la.. owh and beware of fi's driving you have to put on at least 3 seat belts BEHIND..if the back seat has 4 ill hook em up too.. hehe no la joking..u drive gud kies..hmm what else..

yeah today is monday, whats wrong with today? today is the day where everybody goes to work and im left all by myself.. but im glad because i can spend my time doing my own things.. malaysia is cool la just that i spend really alot crap money flow away like water but no regrets, good food!! owh btw i moved to arister's place edi but imma consider to move to eric's place cos his place got no aircon hawhahah see how badly pampered am i..need to hit that up to my new year resolution *NOT* hmm meeting mum and sis tonite for dinner..well i just hope she wont faint because of the tattoo ngek well really really looking forward to meet em well will write again toodles diary..

direct my blade!

omigosh today ive seen the biggest horse ever in my entire life..i was like woah even its face is bigger then half of my body and i was like shock and wondering who on earth parked those horse right infront of my door way as in entrance la...and my frens was busy taking pictures while i marvel and wonder what did they feed them that makes them so huge..bad thing about the horse is their shit.. my godness all over the places.. somemore right infront of entrance ugh the city council better clean this shit up else ill accidently step on it i will go like YAMERO!!!!! means something like "whatacrap" in japanese..and guess woot? the moment i said "bobby" the horse looked at me and winked...joking!! doh horse dont wink i mean who knows rite bleah enough said i wish i had a horse la but i cant even takecare of myself?

well, i feel like talking about something thats been on my mind tonight and KNOW that its a very IMPORTANT something. .. i wonder what it feels like to have the Holy Spirit inside you. ... i'll be honest and say i've never felt it or else i've never known i felt it. ...... when feeling it is it something that you KNOW that its the Holy Spirit? Jesus talked about a "Helper" that would come after he was gone and i want to feel the holy spirit. .... cause i know with that power you will have the power of God with you. .. like i've been reading in my Martyr's book those people who had LOTS of GUTS and COURAGE to speak out and testify to there faith VERY WELL against such powers against them knowing they were going to die in a few minutes i can see is an example of the Holy Spirit working through them because those martyrs seem superhuman to me. ..... I know to be saved all you have to do is BELIEVE in Jesus to have eternal life but to FEEL the presence of the Holy Spirit inside you what will that take? Will just praying for the Holy Spirit to be with you or inside you be enough?? .... i dunno. ........ The bible seems more explicit about being saved then recieving the Holy Spirit.

The gifts of the Holy Spirit from the bible are:
1. Speaking in tongues
2. power to heal
4. power to cast out demons
3. having such courage and FAITH to face death

i might be able to do the last part by myself, but the first three,... ehhhh i don't think so!! .... .... i feel like i've been talking about the Star Wars power of the "force" and all that. ..... ehhh, oh well i guess i'll just pray for it cause thats all i can do... well i think thats pretty much about it toodles now diary..

say woot? what am i now!!!

i am freeeeeeeeeeeee, what? say that again, i cannot hear la.. im freeeeeeeee!!!!!!! again chris! free like a bird weee.. ahhh finally done with viva but a lil bit worried about the marks tho hmph dont care! have fun first!.. yea firstly i would like to thank you lord without your comfort and wisdom i wouldnt be able to make it.. true enough that u gave me really much encouragement even tho its tru friend but i know its your blessings.. secondly, would like to thank to those ppl who prayed for me even tho their not reading this entry, heck cares this is their entry of fame! and guess woot? prayer answered! and thirdly, i'd like thanx to those who called vinci,derrick, pat, yu jian and nina wishing me with the best of luck and boy that really brings my spirit up before entering the room really thanx u all ahhh im so relief not because i just farted but because err u know that feeling of being free its like being *single* heheh.. yeah and to those who is still on exams no worries i shall add you all in my praying list..

today mansoor made really really nice chili curry and guess woot? its not that hot la just with lotsa chili in it.. simple and yet marvelous..brilliant job!! hehe gonna steal his recipe owh wait thats against the 10 commandments..uhh i dunno i just feel so happy.. ask why ? cos im freeee!!
okie enough with the childish act..lets talk about yesterday, on a scale of one to ten, with one being okay and ten being the most unimaginable crap, i feel about seven that yesterday, before going to bed, i cannot avoid the niggling worry about my viva and how foolish am i gonna be while presenting, so i kept asking god for wisdom, intelligence and patience untill his sick of it that the next morning he provides me with everything i prayed for.. see see i remembered a verse from the bible that u keep on prayin on a specific thing god will definately answer!! muaks love u god.. ahh okie i guess thats it la im gonna erk do my things now toodles diary

SUN DAY

hi diary ahh today the streets quite quiet i mean i just woke up from 2 ok 3 hours nap and yeah i feel really really refreshing i got my strength back to normal. ahh today is one of those deary day where you wake up early attend church, wave to everyone that seems familiar and hit home. service today was great, and pastor clide hehe the funny pastor conduct the sermon for today and he talked about the word, boy that guy is really good in thinkin..well to conclude everything on the new week coming we were told to exercise our mouth and the thing is to make every single word we speak be as "positive" as possible WHY ? because every word from humans nature causes us to sin therefore if we react like normal and actually not realising what comes out from our mouth then sin continues...its like your signing up for something when your tounge do the job..for example if u propose to someone, the reason why u propose is because u meant it. he also include that the way we speak is determined by the things we hear, read or see its so simple and yet things we react on mislead us because we never speak positively i mean first we have to think first la then it goes tru the heart thus react.. erk i dont make sense watever.

today i receive an envelope from someone which includes a prayer card,wrist band and a note stating "go then, to all people everywhere make them my deciples. baptize them in the name of the holy spirit and teach them to obey anything i have commanded you, and ill be with you always. to the end of age" MAT19-20 ahh when i read this quote the same feeling points to when i went tru before..i seen his vision before, and this feeling really strikes me owh boy whats next..i shared this experience before i guess hmm.. anyways to reflect back to my pass life things really really change since he set me as his rally point.. before i came to newc i never receive any new year cards no christmas cards nor presents but since i got here ahh many many things from friends not only here but also back in msia cool rite see how wonderful is his blessings to me..lord i thank you for the friends i had here christians and non-christians for they are so blessed in every single way..owh and my viva is on tuesday and i really hope that i dont repeats myself more times than a broken record and yeah after that i can do my things! thats it i guess toodles diary

aaah!

woah i dint realise that my previous entry has alot alot of missing words and spelling mistakes.. not good! ahh i got bubbles growing all over my hand i can feel it crap must be too much of acohol mixing yesterday night hehe but i was laughing my ass off!! many many new jokes lol gosh almost fall of the chair!!! okie enough of this crap 1st things first always remind yourself not to drink anymore!! i mean like how am i gonna avoid drinkin session? they wont take NO for an answer...ahh ill run to someone else places la ngek! actually i woke up quite early today cos u know when theres too much acohol in ur body u can barely sleep..was up early cos uhm dunno the eyes just open then derrick woke up then we dont know what on earth we was doin bcos of the hangover, we hit the kitchen without making any plan of cleaning it then i hit the bed again after that providing a loud snore according to derrick.. i am a pig!

im listening to L'Arc-en-ciel rite now boy they rock!! i wish i can reach their level of erm guitaring..as usuall our wonderland appears during this session and yea were always the main character on the stage lmao weeeeeee! gosh the recent tsuname tradgedy really hit everyone hard i really really felt sorry for them and always thinkin by just praying and donating is just not enough to cover their lost hmm this is some lesson we should never ever take everything single thing for granted.. well its too much to describe abt tsunami la the pain & suffering and boy do i have stories to tell my grandchildren next time abt 9-11, tsunami and my ever-bored stories..
ahh from today onwards im gonna be a good boy! read more bibles i mean before all assignments were due fren said i was a devil and i really dint notice that myself. ah this is another entry without an end and i just love doing that *grin* takecare now diary *huggles*

merdeka

im as usuall as a drunk retard writing a brief description but hmm it will be short tho.. okie lets see let me sing a song.. 31 bulan 8 57 hari mulia aiitu mederka.. i finally completed every single assignments and my final year year report and since today im really free after drinkin so much mixed acohol.. actually its already been a past few days ive been drinkin but heck im still celebrating lol.. okie seriously i really hit my new year revolution which is to be a christ-like person as in to be more like jesus and i really really have to cut down on my drinkin and my smokin..well i really had to thanx somemore which is "luke" to remind me of my crush.. but hey i really dismiss that crap but hmm it seems that im already over it due to my assignments..

before i wrote this entry i was talkin to pat.. it seems that she really really has a big problem and her issues are really to be considered to be included in prayers.. not to mention abt relationship but other things really makes things as complicated it as it can bee.. so i really hope that god really bless her in every decision she had made..lol to be honest diary i can barely type..i just want everything to be okies...enough my new year revolution is to be someone i really want to be.. like becoming a christ-like person i hope i can reach that stage tho.. heheh okie really i need to hit the bed.. i shalt write again tmr since i havent got online for quite some time toodles.. no lies this time!! >.<