uhh!

stupid admin office gave me the wrong timetable.. every year like that never change..somemore this morning no class dint tell.. err maybe got la but i did not receive it hello? so me and a couple of china gang waited for like the rest of our life...somemore give me part-time timetable 'phui' slivaa stupid management.. but all of the lecturer roxs i can feel their sense of maturity in the way they speaketh huaa very profound. sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy !

mmmm miss u guys/gals.

aiya.. i miss malaysia. i miss my friends man.. *waves* i coming homeeeeeeeeee.. on chinese new year somemore.. i think la.. but heck im coming home to partyyyyyyy i mean those kinda agak-agak kinda party ah.. no more junkie ;) arister called haih with his sad news again..

arister : c**** what are you doing..
me : i am going to sleep soon.. how u ?
arister : dont sleep first teman me..talk talk..
me : o talk about what..
arister : wei c**** i just broke up with my gf ahhhhhhh...
me : not suprise la.. how do you feel ?
arister : err.. ok lah.. you la c**** ask u dont go uk edi u see i have to go through all this shiet..
*noise from behind*
me : are you on drug
arister : hahahahahhaha
me : whos at the background..
arister : kar chi.. he is finally doing his degree.. somemore assignment haih still the same want to pay people do.. you la stupid introduce us to him..
me : muahahahhaha.. he still alive ah.. still doing this kinda job ah.. tak guna.
arister : woii when u coming back laa.. faster leh we miss you.. bring me some europian chic home can?
me : i think chinese newyear ler hmm.. europian cup got no chic.. u say u stop taking those stuff edi u bodoh..
arister : aiyoo give me a break la.. just break up maa so feel ebit sad.. haih.. i still miss porkchop.. shes the best i think..
me : i also think so.. angkat balik la.. still single what her ;)
arister : haih see first la.. what you doing ?
me: i gtg sleep already pig.. its freakin 3 am *yawn* talk to u some other time k? ill call.. send regards to all..
arister : c**** tak guna punya babi..
me : -_-" bye pig..

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was talkin to ethel as well...ahh really glad to hear from all the oldies.. busy running own business.. dont think busy la untill got time to talk heh.. must be selling wantan mee in jalan alor.. huahua waksssss miss M a l a y sia.......... ja ne-

i am a new creation.

From this moment on I am a new creation the old has gone, the new has come ;)

core dump.

why did you bring me back ? why cant you just let me go.. just let me drown in the deep sea will ya.. hell no i dont need your miracles.. noo i dont wanna see any of it anymore.. i'm really tired of being your children.. YES i am self-centered now so what? can you do me a favour, just cut my string will ya.. and let me goo.. i need some freakin space.. i need to breath.. yes i dont know whats wrong with me...why do you have to show me all those abysmal testimonies when im all down.. can't ya just let me goo...i don't belong to you.. even the world thinks the same..just let go..

and everytime i try hard to cut the string.. you bring me back into your palm.. whats the point O faithfull one? another question.. i've been waiting sick for this how long more O faithful one.. sometimes this crap just brings me down to looo.. yes it really cut the mood out of me...and that is why therefore i am cutting the string with you.. sick of learning thats all.. ja ne-

ja ne-

good bye O Lord.

-_-"

today is monday, and guess where am i ? correct, at home huhu writing this entry.. uhm strange where am i suppose to be ? the uni!!! but but but.. noo i dint skip class... got no class apa nak buat..uni got really cacat timetable.. i only got class on THURSDAY and i really hope its for the time being coz i wanna go to school pweaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... i cant stick my phat backside at home i dont that 'kind' u know.. must go out one.. maybe its just the season eyyy.. they better fully utilize the timetable or i'll write a letter to my dearest supervisor, DIRECTOR of postgraduate Miss Linda Spencer with a grumpy title! UR TIMETABLE kanasai..uhh all i can do now is.. yess your right, watch anime.. but thank God tonite got welcome campaign.. else i got nothing to look forward..

yesterday.. i went to church and my oh my prayer answered to the max man.. the Lord of host fill all those chairs with newcomers and i was really moved, coz uhm i can talk ? chit chat? do some interview ebit.. of course asking the same question la.. then ask what? ehh how much your father make one month ah.. ? ooo lesser then my dad la.. my dad makes like freakin 1 mil one month huahuah ink that! noo laa.. where got so rich.. 3 milion only.. that one also deduct monthly expenses huahuahua.. my crap is really cheap.. see Lord i need to go for class.. i need too study.. its been a long time since i studied.. uhmm about 8 months now.. and im not so proud of it...

aiyer tummy hungry.. i shalt cabut... make some food yumm yumm! altho its 11 am..before that would like to share 1 testimony huaha uhm i broke my angkle but praise be to God, i got healed the next day after...and i was so touched supposingly i wont be able to walk after a few days or even weeks but the Lord had compassion on my angkle...it all came from mark 11:24 .. believe the impossible and it shalt be given unto thee.. the gift of Life.. ;)

testing me new cam -.-"

hehe im testing my camera.. so i was playing around with it today and only got the chance to take a few snaps due to my busyness.. hehe so below are few pictures.. ugly and nice.. traaa

nice one along northumberland

this is a person called 'chris'

mygoodness its chris again...

will you every stop? chris! fatty watty!

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

my goodness my camera belom sampai.. im so grrr confused!! i dont know why.. im suppose to play with it today but nooooooooo mr postman has to take his own sweet time.. crap man i want my camera now i mean NOW... nooooooo icannot be patient about something ive been waiting for err about.. 1 week.. huehue anyboo, class is fine.. i mean its not even classes la its like an induction week huahua.. guess today is my last day attending.. why ? coz i almost fall asleep in the class without the teacher knowing huaa thats because im seating in front..

tomorrow i have to cook for welcome campaign huhu another busy day... sayy what else.. man from the day here in newcastle untill now, ive been spending ReALLY alot of monei.. so i check my clothes theres only a couple, when i check my other new stuff theres not much compared to the money i spent.......... hmmmmmmmm i wonder where it went...i think i spent it alot on food..today is the first day i wake up at uhm 8 am in the morning huahua (since i reach newc) and the most unpredictable thing happened.. hauhauh i went joggingness.. my goodness.. cannot believe right.. uhm i went with cy and hui min and guess what? i got really insulted.. coz i was LAST.. cannot believe lor.. and then guess what! half way of the jog my tummy ache jialat man.. so i walked huahuah but still got run ebit la.. to be honest, its really nice running early in the morning.. thats if the sun is not really hot la... what else what else...

waa yesterday's welcome campaign alot people .. praise the Lord but then horr the freakin people who listen to the MC.. they all go all loooo long with their conversation.. i mean come on!! grow up people.. when someone talks with a freakin microphone pay your darn attention la.. still in kindergarden or what.. no manners.. huahuah i was like that also last time.. but then the hall was FULL PACT.. and really glad la.. hehe... MR POSTMAN GET YOUR BLOOMING ASS HERE NOW!!! i want my cam! !@#$%^&*(

BAHASA MELAYU

malam ini saya akan berbahas atau berblog dalam bahasa malaysia iaitu bahasa baku negara kita..setelah lama saya tak cakap dalam bahasa malaysia saya tiba tiba sedar bahawa bahasa malaysia saya semakin macam bercakap dalam bahasa PASAR.. malu betul.. nama sahaja tahu buat kari tapi cakap bahasa melayu tak pass.. saya telah mendapat B untuk BM saya dalam SPM walaubagaimanapun B itu bermakna Bodoh.. kerana? saya tak berblog dalam bahasa melayu yang canggih.. oleh itu, saya bercadang untuk ber cerita tunggu aku fikir ok...

pada hari ini saya tidak membuat barang yang bermakna kenapa? saya lambat bangun.. saya telah berilek dalam rumah selama 1 hari dengan itu saya berasa badan saya telah recharge balik..saya berasa gembira kenara hari ini banyak orang datang ke CF.. tentulah orang baru saya bersyukur kepada tuhan..semua semua orang banyak senyum kerana orang baru ramai sangat la...apa lagi.. saya baru sahaja sedar pengalaman saya dalam bahasa melayu untuk mengekpresskan perkataan saya sangat rumit.. oleh itu saya kena berfikir untuk dua kali..selalu nya saya berblog dalam masa 5-10 minit oleh kerana kerumitan ini ia mengambil masa yang panjang...

okeh la hari ini ssangat bagus..saya suka bahasa malaysia.. !!

i can't.. i just can't

jajaja .. today welcome campaign was great.. satisfied..God's name magnified.. and i really can sense that all the newcomers really really appreciate the things we did.. uh well as a 'vessel' God use us as.. it was really good.. well i dint join in groups becauseee was incharge of the PA.. thats not the main reason thoo... haha the main reason was let me start it on how Lou asked me.. he said " ehh chris how come i dont see you sitting in groups talking to people ah.. ? " me "because i dont wanna end up getting girls number" my bad.. haha no self control.. why ? it happened last year!! but lost the contacts... but hmm on wednesday maybe i will...the Lord will guide me.. hey if we wanna walk on water we need to step out of the boat ngek ngek.. no more lose focus.. rally point of Jesus.. thats all, ja ne- !@

HUAHUAH

yayyy my application for masters is approved.. im so glad thank you Jesus.. uhm im so happy that i can barely stop eating.. i keep on stuffing food in my mouth... its the other way around for some people but heh...would like to thank those who prayed for me too.. i know there are many..and guess what? prayer answered... i feel like saying this kinda thing wont get approved by prayer and fasting.. hehe uhm yayyyyyyyyy... well really had a great night in CF today.. was really great worship lead by eugene .. uhm really glad to see all of the members coming back... aiya dunno what to type.. anyways thank you again Jesus... i k n o w y o u m i s s b u t . . . its asdhnasldjasldjas! thats all ja ne- !!

guess it is over :)

i t i s o v e r in a sweet way hehe.. anyways would like to thank :

God - for everything especially the ( gosh it is God.. so fast meh.. check check ya ler..)
C heh rylowsuelyn - miss hanging out with you seriously...come back fast
Shuet Ching - i love bleach too and last but not least i love sungai petani.. without it where do all the rice comes?
Leo Lee - even tho u darn fan! but your advice is not 'basi' dont think i dont know ur reading my blog im studying computer.
Lou - u dont read so bleah still ty :D
Eugene - your gonna be healed before you even go for operation.. for His love for you is eternal.. :)
E joo - good advice.. knew u were gonna say that .. but it worked .. i miss you and i know u miss me too..
calvin - hehe you liar back up your files now!!
and like to thank others too for their smile and err food and encouraging word. =)

only 1 day and i miss like crazy

i dont know how this is going ler diary.. i dont even know where im heading.. guess what? i prayed over it.. and i told God that "i dont wanna continue this anymore.. maybe a non-christian is not a good idea afterall.." but the next day it goes like pooff.. there we meet again bump into each other.. then went jalan jalan buy stuff... spent must of my time in her place this week and guess what? i decided not to call today.. for the whole day because i wanna spend time fellowshipping with friends, but i failed lor.. like what i quote from the topic " i miss like crazy " so i ask God for his peace.. can't continue anymore.. then one question came into my mind.."why cant be friends first ?" hmm true but with this kinda feelings all the time ? dont wanna round out from God's track..

know what i think diary ? dont feel like looking for her anymore..coz im such a selfish bastard..my first lying aim was to tell her about christ.. but nooo I the selfish noodle went unto my own lust.. i need to keep on praying.. ppl that reads my diary pray for me also k ? one by one problems coming.. not that its God's fault but my own...like what ps. desmond said.. building relationship first.. the reason why i include the 'ing' in is because its a on going process..God really need u.. protect me with your wings.. hide me behind your shadow...make my enemy my footstool please..thanks..bye now