my cough woke me up..getting worst coz i refuse to listen to abba.. kept eating fried food, ice cream and stuff whatever things i like in my face...when i was half alseep, i was actually thinking of the stuff we talked about in mangos...recalling back what apple said "chris is someone that thinks everyone likes him one" that really struck me right inside.. and the other things that was really disappointing is, she mentioning things that i never mention to her.. how sad.. that would be the last thing on earth i would ever say...
hmm am a person that usually let go of things easily but dont know why today i have a long thought on that.. whether i should rebuke her or let her drown.. if i stand silent, im actually limiting God's word to her own understanding..and i know everyone has this shield of protection of (its okie la) inside than instead of (Lord im sorry) well that exist for me...yess im not saying as a friend or bro is christ we should find fault with each other or rebuke them all the time, listen to the Spirit.
I remember correcting other people too like the ones i really love, man it really hurts..esp those whom your really close with but because i love you as christ love me i will have this integrity of standing with christ not to human..for if i please men, i will never please God.. now im not saying that im a Holy cow.. we're still learning.. i just love what the H.S wrote in Hebrew 12
Heb 12:7 If you endure chastening, God deals with you as with sons, for what son is he whom the father does not chasten?
Heb 12:8 But if you are without chastisement, of which all are partakers, then you are bastards and not sons.
Heb 12:9 Furthermore we have had fathers of our flesh who corrected us, and we gave them reverence. Shall we not much rather be in subjection to the Father of spirits and live?
Heb 12:10 For truly they chastened us for a few days according to their own pleasure, but He for our profit, that we might be partakers of His holiness.
Heb 12:11 Now chastening for the present does not seem to be joyous, but grievous. Nevertheless afterward it yields the peaceable fruit of righteousness to those who are exercised by it.
now i always ask myself how do i dicern God's rebuke? or when people rebuke me how do i know its from God or not..then God open this passage to me.. and its in verse 9-10 ..paul use fathers as example ..now normally our Father/Friends correct us so u give them reverence..God says dicern this people who rebuke you for their own glory and benefit, are not of God..you can tell it by the way they rebuke hmm..lest we may be part-taker of His holyness..
now this last token really opened my eyes in verse 9 Father of our flesh correct our flesh but Father of Spirits corrects our Spirit..why i quote this because sometimes christian tend to think our Father tend to use accidents to correct us.. notice in verse 9 the last sentence is "AND LIVE?" not mati..i say this because i've heard of it..noo God is good He dont correct us on the outside through 'flesh' because He has already done that on the cross. but rebukes that comes in the Spirit is from the Father whom love us and gave himself for us..ohh man 3 am i should be writing my assignment.. hehe i find pleasure talking about the Lord.. kthxbye
